Loving pain or not by Kurisutaru

Chapter 1

This is my first fanfic so please be nice also I don't own Inuyasha (but I wish I did)

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The cool metal against my skin felt nice but the burning in my body did not. I don't know what happened one minute I was with Inuyasha then the next minute I was here. I don't know were here is but I know I don't want to be here. The dungeon was very dark, dirty, damp, every thing you thought a dungeon would be. The cruel laughing that bounced off the wall was scaring me also giving me a headache. "If you are going to kill me then just kill me, stop laughing at me." I yelled to the person who was laughing. The cruel laughing stopped and a dark voice replied "My lord does not want you dead, at least not yet."

My eyes turned red from anger who in the world does this lord think he is, I will not help him find shards if that what he thinks, if he does he's got another thing coming I thought. "I won't help your lord find the shards so you and your lord can go to hell" I screamed at the man or demon I couldn't really tell it was so dark. After I said that I saw a bright light flashing before my eyes then the pain came. "You stupid wench you think my master would want the stupid shards? My lord doesn't need the shards he is strong in his own right." "Then why me" I asked in a whisper "why am I here what do you want from me. There is nothing I can do for you." I started to cry, but the man or demon didn't notice for he already left. I wanted to go home, I wanted to see my family again, and I wanted to see Sango, Miroku, Shippo, and Inuyasha. Inuyasha my love I thought as I gave a sad laugh and I could taste salt from my tears. Inuyasha my first love, the person who will never love me only my incarnation Kikyou, tears running down my face like a river, there is no point in hoping Inuyasha will never come for me, he chose Kikyou just like the others, that's how I got here because the others didn't care about me anymore.

Flashback

That bath was so nice, I wonder why Sango didn't go with me I thought to myself walking back to camp. I came out of the forest and into the clearing and what I saw made me drop everything, I looked at everyone but no one was looking at me only at the ground. "Kagome" Inuyasha said "we all decided that this would go faster if Kikyou joined us." I walked over the my bag and put my stuff away, it was so hard not to cry, to let my tears flow down my face but I wouldn't let them see my pain. After I was done putting my stuff away, I gave everyone a smile and said to Kikyou, "Welcome to the group, we could always use the help since I can't do anything." I climb into my sleeping bag and waited for everyone to fall a sleep, when everyone did, I cried myself to sleep.

End Flashback

How could they do this to me? How could they just let them take me? They didn't even try. I mean nothing to them, nothing at all. I am so weak, look at me I have to be strong. After that thought I stopped crying I stopped feeling, I stopped my heart from beating the passion it use to. I made my heart into a block of ice. I stood up straight, my head up high, and my face emotionless. "Well Miko you are finally learning" said a deep silky voice. I knew that voice, that voice of someone so emotionless someone I wanted to become, that person was the mighty Demon lord of the western land, the most powerful demon in all Japan and most likely all the world. The half brother of my love, the mighty Sesshoumaru. "What do you want Sesshoumaru, Inuyasha won't give up tetsusaiga for me, he has Kikyou now." Sesshoumaru then smiled and I felt my breath be taken away, when Sesshoumaru smiles you know someone is going to die. "Come now Miko, I do not desire the Tetsusaiga anymore, but there is something you could do for me." I shivered, that voice so silky and smooth, I couldn't believe it was coming for such vile monster. "Then what is it that you want." I demanded. Sesshoumaru chuckled and I knew I should have been scared but I didn't care anymore. I lost everything I loved, nothing else mattered. "I want you to kill Inuyasha" he replied. I was too shocked to answer that I didn't noticed that he left.

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Tell me what you think and I will add more, I need to know what I could do better on this it would help out a lot. Please rate and review.

This is a really cool quote someone told me I can't remember who but I like it. When life gives you lemons, squeeze lemon juice in the eyes of you enemy. Well thank you for reading and I hope you like