Heartbroken to the Highest Point by SesshoumaruBabe

Chapter one: The confession

Disclaimer: I do not own the show Inuyasha but I own Sesshoumaru in my heart...

A/N: SUP! Today peoples I am going to make a Sess/Kag story but the pairing is later in the chapters but they meat early. My writings might be longer cuz I like the pairing and I read it all the time. If you peoples get bored of it you can just close the screen if you want or you can send a flame, it is fine with me. Oki my inspiration time starts... NOW!

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Chapter one: The confession

(a/n this is in the forest)

It was middle of the night and everyone was asleep except InuYasha. He was silently watching Kagome as she was sleeping peacefully. He frowned and looked away. "Kagome... my mind is saying stay with you but my heart is saying keep with the past and go with Kikyo..." he whispered to himself. Kagome slowly woke up and saw InuYasha and his sadden expression. She sat up "What's wrong InuYasha?" she asked softly. He looked at her *I have to tell her now before she begins to yearn for me even more* his mind told him. "K-Kagome... I cant explain it but... I have made my decision," looks away with sadden eyes "My heart yearns for Kikyo, it still lingers in the past... I can never change that... but Kagome; my mind wants you and only you. My heart cannot change...as I said; it is stuck in the past. Forgive me Kagome, I can never forget about Kikyo... my heart is taken." He says in a very saddened tone.

Kagome's eyes are filled with tears threatening to spill from her eyes, she says in a quivering voice, "So you chose a walking corpse over a living being? InuYasha, h-how could you" tears spill from her eyes. "InuYasha---" she leans over to him and reaches for the prayer beads around his neck and takes them off, "you are free InuYasha..." she says heartbroken "Free from any memory of me." she places them in her bag. She sees the sun is rising and she puts he backpack on and runs off into the forest while InuYasha calls out her name. Kagome just wants it all to end. InuYasha feels a presence behind him. He looks back to see Kikyo and her satisfied smile. "So, InuYasha, you got rid of that nuisance."

InuYasha nodded "Kikyo, would you join our group?" he asked.

"Certainly, InuYasha" she responded.

Kagome is in the middle of a clearing crying her heart out. "InuYasha...I cant blame you for not liking me. I'm not Kikyo, but I cannot take the pain of my heart being broken again. That is why... I must end my life and all the pain. None will love me... as you showed me by telling me you loved a walking clay pot more than me. I just can't believe it." She said to herself. She stood up and walked deeper into the forest, waiting for a demon to just kill here then and there. She felt a powerful demon's presence and stops "Now is the time... I shall end my life" she smiled satisfied. The demon got closer and closer and stopped in front of her. Kagome's eyes went wide *of all the demons... why did it have to be him? Why?!*. The evil demon in front of her spoke in a low and muscular tone "Why are you trespassing in my lands..." the demon eyed her "...my brother's wench?" he asked roughly.

Kagome looked up to the well-known demon of the west, Sesshoumaru and spoke softly, "I was waiting for a demon to end my life, I want to live no longer... since my life is no longer needed in the world" she said now tears growing in her eyes. He smirked "No demon here will kill you... you are too well needed to find the jewel shards. They would just force you to find them." He said knowingly. Her eyes widened in fright "Dose that mean you would do the same?" she said now afraid. He turned his face back to his normal cold expression and spoke coldly "I have no use for such trinkets. Lowly demons and humans are the only ones who search for such things to make them stronger easier. I do not put myself low enough to search for things like that" he eyed he once again and continued to speak "I would not waste my time anyhow, training a pathetic human to obey me...I have better things to do with my time. Only one so pathetic as to be greedy over a few gems here and there would waste their time on you."

Kagome's temper raised, "NO! I will find a demon to end the life I could never live!!" she shouted. Sesshoumaru put his claws around her neck "Silence yourself! No demon will kill you...the only demon that would is me. The only demon that has no use for you..." he said, venom in his voice. He released her neck. She panted heavily, eyes locked onto Sesshoumaru's cold ones. "If you have no use for me, then why don't you end this right now?! Why don't you get rid of me just like you've gotten rid of everyone else!" Kagome asked loudly. He looked at her "Because I have no such time to waste on a human like you," he said angrily and starts to walk away. "Well you just wasted a whole load of time on me right now...just kill me and get it over with." She said sadly. He stopped and looked over his shoulder to see her "It's because you are one of the few lucky humans that has to be needed in the world somewhere" he said in a not so cold voice and then began to walk away again. "Oh really?! Well when will I be needed? Tomorrow? The day after? The day after that? WHEN Sesshoumaru, I need ANSWERS not more questions!!!" she asked he voice slightly quivering.

He turned to her. He spoke lowly, "You may come with me to take care of Rin if you wish... unless you want to be roughly used and abused by other demons, letting them torture you but never killing you." He once again started to walk away in his long strides, not caring if she came or not. She bit her lip, almost to bleeding point. She quickly followed him followed him. Her already soft voice quivered, and her fragile body weakened with every step. "What...what will you do with me Sesshoumaru? What will you do with me Sesshoumaru tell me now!" Her voice loud, anger suddenly present in her eyes as well as her voice. He stopped making her almost bump into him. "I would not treat you like other demons would. I would treat you with respect only if you do the same with me and my servants" he said softly, not looking at her. "You lie!!" she screamed, tears in her eyes "your too cruel to do that." He turned around and grabbed a hold of her chin and forced her to look at him "I, Sesshoumaru, never lie... that is the truth. If you are so foolish as to not believe me then do not come" he said then released her chin the started to walk of at a slow pace.

She blinked tears away, staring at him dumbfounded. *Would he really? Would he treat me like a fellow comrade?* She bit her lip in frustration. Her legs wanted to run away from him...go back home...but her heart, it told her something more...it told her to follow him until the ends of the Earth if it was necessary...that she could trust him. *But how can that be? He is a cold-blooded assassin, and I will be his victim when the time comes* she asked herself in her head. Sesshoumaru turned around, as if he could tell what she was thinking Sesshoumaru answered, "Isn't that what you wanted all along, Kagome?" Kagome's eyes widened *But maybe I just want to be needed... maybe I just want to be loved. But how could he love a human or anything at that* her mind asked but never answered. She started to head over to him... trusting him to her full extent. Sesshoumaru turned around and spoke in a deep, raspy tone. "Are you coming or not?" His empty eyes stared at her. Kagome felt her heart jump a beat. *How can he feel anything if he is always so empty? So...lifeless? No, he could not possibly ever love anyone, much less me* "Coming!" She walked quickly, as to try to match his long strides, catching up with him sooner than she would have liked. She felt uncomfortable...she wrung her hands and looked down to the ground they walked on as they got closer and closer to the palace.

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Well that was hard... okay I'll have more coming soon... Real soon BYE!!

Meinu