What Love Really Means by sesshomarusbabydoll

This is Just the Beginning

What is love you ask, love is just love. I don't think of love as anything special, because you can say you love someone but still don't do a damn thing to prove it. Love is when you spend a lot of time with a person...one person, not one person and you still meeting up with your dead ex-girlfriend from the past. Me myself, I'm caught in a love triangle which I don't feel like I belong in half the time. Inuyasha, my so-called boyfriend hasn't been coming to see me like he usually does. I wonder what's going on, it couldn't have been anything I did because I don't insult him anymore. I noticed that Inuyasha acts really strange when he turns into a full human but when he transforms back he's jus the same old Inuyasha.

*Flashback*

"Sorry I didn't wake you did I?"

"No...Kagome?"

"What is it?"

"Tell me something, why were you crying?"

"Back in the other room."

~Cut to short scene of Kagome crying~

"Because I thought I was going to lose you, I thought you were gonna die."

"You shed tears for me, cried for me, Kagome if it's not too much trouble may I lie on your lap?"

"How do you feel, a little better than before?"

"Yes...Kagome you smell kind of nice."

"Huh? Ok that's it, you made a point at telling me before that you couldn't stand my scent."

"I did...but I was lying."

'Maybe this poison has really gotten to his head, and yet all this talk has my heart pounding.' "Okay now I'm confused."

*End of Flashback*

Wow, that really freaked me out that day. Sometimes I wonder if all he's really protecting me for is the fact that I can detect jewel shards. Maybe there's more to Inuyasha that meets the eye, who knows. For some reason I've noticed that Sesshomaru's been acting different ever since he met Rin. I haven't heard from Sango and Miroku or Shippo lately, and Feudal Japan doesn't exist anymore because now human and demons live together in one world. I have a feeling that Inuyasha is somewhere nearby...nearer than I think.

*2 miles from Kagome's home*

"Inuyasha what are you doing honey?" I asked.

"Nothing Kiara why?"

"You're kind of quiet in there."

"What is that a good thing or a bad thing?" he said entering the room.

"I was just a little worried."

"Oh...you don't have to worry, I'll be fine."

"If you say so then."

"What about you...how do you feel?"

"I feel fine," I said rubbing my stomach.

"How's the baby?"

"The baby's doing fine."

"I still can't believe that this is our first baby," he said bending over to kiss my stomach.

"Hehe that tickles."

"I love you Kiara," he said kissing me.

"I love you too Inu," I said kissing him back.

When I looked at Inuyasha he had a strange look on his face, which had me really worried.

"Inuyasha, is something wrong?"

"Why do you ask?"

"Something just looks wrong with you, as if you can't do this."

"Of course I can...I love you Kiara."

"I know that, but you still look troubled."

"Geez Kiara come on I told you I'm fine."

"I don't think so," I said sitting up.

"What the hell are you talking about Kiara I'm fine get over it geez," he said leaving the room.

"Inuyasha if you don't want to talk about it you don't have to, I'm sorry I even asked."

"Oh come on Kiara, I was just wondering why you were asking so many questions."

"Because something looks wrong with you, and you're not telling me something."

"Look Kiara I...ok there was a little something that was running across my mind."

"Ah ha I knew it."

"Yeah whatever Kiara."

"Come on Inu...tell me what's wrong, unless you don't wanna talk about it."

"It might make you upset and I don't really wanna apply anymore pressure to you than you already have on yourself."

"Come on Inuyasha honey...what could possibly make me upset?"

To be continued...